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Spectral last won the day on February 27 2012

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  1. Spectral

    My past 5 years . . .

    When i asked to marry Kelli, and my Now father in law replied to me and said that my relationship her was just a learning experience i was shattered. At the time we had been together for 4 years. Also including the fact i broke my neck going to ask if she would take me back and that i had been an ass i just couldn't believe it. I was loosing sleep and put strain on our relationship. Jerry, you helped me. If one damn person in the world helped me overcome that rejection it was you Jerry. I really mean it. You, Thank you. On the morning I was getting eloped because of my family, you sent me an email. It was the only msg i read the morning and it went as follows. "Go placidly amidst the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy. [1]" I don't know where its from but i felt at ease when i read it, as I frequently do. Dont worry. Be at ease with your mind/body/soul. GL! Riot has a HELL of a inspiration Man. Even if you hate Jerry. Even with a quick analyses he will inspire you to grow as a person. Jacob
  2. I wish i was never doing this. but i found myself asking, "why am i here?". then the cut. I want to be a part of something larger then myself, so i joined vvv. vvv has helped me overcome rejection, heartake and gave me friends. but this past months found myself feeling like a kid in new school not knowing where to go, no faces i recognize. thanks for the good times, but im sad to say, i dont know "WHO" vvv is anymore. Gone are the days of joining mumble and seeing people i am wanting to talked to, i miss them... I am VERY sad right now but i need to go my own way. Thank you and goodbye. Jacob "Spectral" Wacker
  3. Spectral

    vVv May Donation drive!

    wow, we did well
  4. Spectral

    Diablo 3 Launch Contest!

    i wont b competing, but i am going to pwn the game. looking foreword to the tips!
  5. Spectral

    I need your help!

    http://www.twitch.tv/spectralsc http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1009208211 youtube.com/wackobx
  6. Spectral

    Rescheduled Diablo 3 Mumble Meeting

    I am going to be playing this game heavly with my best real life friend. I will be attending the meeting.
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    vVv May Donation drive!

    you know what, i believe in us. i will buy my own jersey. and if jerry throws down, alright, i will.
  8. yea, i have no idea on what the e-sports seen will look like in ten years, but this is the kind of "BIG" thinking we all need to be doing & aware of to make it a reality. wish i had more to add right now, cant think >...<
  9. *claps* ok on slashers part tho, GG!
  10. i bought it! was a great vod!, i was at the zoo, but i was so closeeeee!!! gggg
  11. Spectral

    SteelSeries Celebrates PAX East with 30% Off

    :}}} SS, ive made my RL friend buy it, and they dont own a computer :} sound quality is that amazing
  12. Spectral

    SteelSeries Goes Retro!

    lololo the pic look like a block mouse, and a block headset ll, im sure its messed up but wow, am i seeing things? to there website i go!
  13. i cannot tel you how stoked i am for you bro!
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    SonTran's Application

    great friend of mine will consistently add value, this i am sure, <333333333333333333333333333
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    Varton's App

    lovethis guyz very helpful